this is so random you might puke

Well 1st things 1st yes i am half mexican. No you can't really tell other then my last name unless you are really trying to tell. No i don't think it's a bad thing UNTIL Either of these things happen (which they always do):

A. You assume i speak spanish so you start rambling off spanish talk all rambo style thinking that i'm picking up what you are laying down. indeed i am not i don't speak spanish.

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B. You assume (theres that word again) that i am not from the USA. Now this is a rare occasion but thinking that b/c i have a hispanic last name that i am fresh off the boat / boarder....how sick is that? Really come on! For all you know i married a mexican and thats why i have that name or heres the truth like many youth today i don't have a father and while yes i carry his last name he was never in my life so i don't really consider myself that mexican. but thanks for playing the what race are you game.

Now who ever said assuming makes an ass out of you and me lies cause when you do this shit i don't feel like an ass....i just know your one.

we move on to something that has bothered me a long time and maybe this is my lazy bitch side coming out i don't know anyways.....if car makers can produce a car with a "auto" window that goes all the way down...why can't they make the thing go all the way up to? why can i push the button once and not hold and it goes all the way down but i have hold it for it to go all the way up.

and on that note why only make one window auto? if i'm the driver and the whole point of making my window auto is to keep me more focused on the road then why not make all my controls for the windows auto? so stupid!!

Down south why is it perfectly normal for you to have 3 kids but not actually be raising any of them not only that but all their dads are different and not in this country anymore.....and you still walk around and saying you have three kids.......yeah no you don't you gave one up for adoption not that i am knocking you for that but you gave one up...not your kid anymore.....and you have someone else raising the other two.....yeah totally not your kids anymore.....just cause you birthed them doesn't make you a parent.....raising them....being there for them that makes you a parent but drinking it up and sleeping with as many different men as you can....no that does not really make you such a good parent!

(mind you all these things i am saying are harsh sure but i just had a bad day and this is my way of venting so get over it!)

Oh and one last thing.....why is it shocking that at 25 i don't have kids? why is everyone always so shocked that i don't have a kid yet? i'm not married people......i may not have kept all my premarital promises but i ain't trying to birth no babies.....Knock on WOOD!! Peace out

(and yeah i posted this on all my blogs today)