Depressed

I am depressed about everything. I don't have a job so i don't have money so i can't pay my bills, so i'm not getting out of debt, so i'm not paying back people i owe money to, so i'm no where near paying back my mom, so she is unemployed and not making any money, so i can't even give her a little money to help her out, so then i couldn't buy anyone a neat christmas present, so i totally couldn't buy my mom anything so now i feel like a jackass and all i want to do is kill myself. Have a nice evening.