Sit down i'm exploding.

OK so if i read, see, hear, talk, or know about one more person who quit their GOD awful job to do what they love and now make lots of money have a uber house that they re-built to suit them. I am going to SCREAM!! I am going to personally hunt them down and make them SHARE!! I also don't want to hear about people that were already rich to begin with and now make EVEN more MONEY doing something really stupid like gluing shells onto anything they can find! HOW is that a talent? it's not! I hate every thing right now. i especially hate people that have everything and can do whatever they want but do something REALLY stupid that i could do with one hand behind my back and they are making loads of money off of it!!!!!

I can't even make money doing what normal people consider a talent! i can't stand people who are someones daughter/son and got a really good job just based on that. I have known for so long that it's not what you can do but who you know. it can also be not what you can do but who you can do but lets not go there. anyways i have skills, i have them growing out of my butt....BUT can i get anyone to see that NO! all i can do is sit here hoping that someone anyone takes notice of my skills. and not those jacka$$es that want you to try and sucker old people into buying more health care....you can keep those people!

And i swear if my boyfriend tries to get me to work some hokey poky job one more time that would not even hire me anyway i am going to spit on him....or like i was explaining to my mom i am going to say OK i get to stab you three times....and not like three times in a row....and not even three times right now..... NO i get to stab you three times when ever....where ever....and how ever i feel like it.

OK thank you for joining me in my dark days.